aidil
Thursday, August 06, 2009
Hey blog..Long timenvr blog..
Every time blog,surely there's a sad story behind it..haix..
This time is one time big one...
There's this gal i noe for 2-3 mths from a fren of mine..
We had good time together,i thought i finally found da rite one..
Everything was fine, we confessed to each other and she really seems to be happy..
She's was waiting to get into her university in Msia..
I knew most of da guys who wanted to get to know coz she seems to be honest wif me at tt point of time.
We've promised to each other not to find a new partner when we're far apart.
The way she clinched her finger onto mine and made a promise..really couldnt get off my mind..
Every nite we called each other,even though she's in malaysia..we thought of really being close at heart..
She dun really like me tok abt the gal i used to like in da past..and i respect tt..
But she always toks abt guys wanting to noe her..and tt saddens me..
So the day comes for her to enter her dream school..
Really proud of her..
1 week gone,browsed her frenster and saw this guy..featuring in her featured fren..along wif me..
His name is Farid or watever shit..
I asked her gently but she refused to admit tt she got aniting to do wif him,they're juz frens..
I guess i can't do anting if she said so since i have to trust her for we're in distance relationship..
The week after..her first return back to singapore..
She only had 2 days here...
I decided to tell her to meet her parents since she really missed them n told her tt we can meet the next time she coming back..
She was really excited to meet her parents at tt point of time..
Weeks after weeks past and finally she said she's coming back to singapore..
I was so excited!
It's has been a mth since i saw her..She wanted me to fetch her from bus interchange and i agreed..I took Off on tt day she's coming back,change my duty wif my colleague,get excuse to go home early for preparation..
Everyone in my workplace noes abt it ,even my doctors noe abt it..
She's coming back on 31st Of July which falls on Friday..
Thursday arrived...We chat on the phone and she said tt she didnt want me to fetch her on fri..
Coz she's tired and wanted to go home straight..
I agreed to send her straight but she was unhappy wif it..
She said "let's meet tomorrow.."
Kinda disappointed but better than nothing..
WAited for the day to pass..
Saturday arrived..
I called her at 1pm.."are we meeting later??"
NO REPLY..
Kept calling and msging her but.. :(
No Reply... :(
It was 6.50pm..I decided to go to the mosque for prayer and hopefully she call or msg me to fetch her..
Not even close..
Quite disappointed but still putting hopes on it..
Decided to go to my aunt house nearby..
It was 8pm then..
She msged..
"I'm sorry ,have to send my frens clothes at her place.."
WAT!!!
She could have told me earlier,i begged my mom for car so tt we can travel easy but she did this to me?????
She apologised as if nothing happened!
Asked her.." nurul ,wat am I to u??"
She said.."i'm really tired to answer tt qn,i need a rest"
Wah..she really gettin on my nerves..But i juz stayed patient and shared my story wif my besfrens..
The next day she called ,she apologised watever happen and she dun wan to think abt it coz she's too tired..
n yea..it's ok..i forgave her and tried to forget watever juz happened..
Yesterday..turned on facebook and look at her profile..
She did this quiz "wat kind of bf/gf are u?"
Her result was laid back..
ok..
Then there's this guy named Farid giving her comments..
"How are u dear?"
She replied "good,u?how's ur test? :)"
I saw tt and questioned her..
"do u have aniting wif him?say it honestly.."
She said no..Many guys always called her dear or sayang..and its no big deal to her..
Wah..ok fine..
It kept running in my head,questions all over..I couldn't control it and decided to Question tt Farid..
Muhammad Aidil
nice...
2 hours ago · Delete
Laila Fatiha
thanks aidil.
about an hour ago
Muhammad Aidil
Farid tk laid back gak?bagos la kalau same..
11 minutes ago · Delete
Muhammad Farid Ash-shiddieqy Abas
yay! got the same result
=D
8 minutes ago
Muhammad Aidil
oo..bagos ah..ade chance ngan hayah..suke hayah kan..
7 minutes ago · Delete
Muhammad Farid Ash-shiddieqy Abas
hehehe
thanks!
=D
5 minutes ago
Muhammad Aidil
da lame kenal?
4 minutes ago · Delete
Muhammad Farid Ash-shiddieqy Abas
lama jgk.
4 minutes ago
Muhammad Aidil
ic..bagos2..krg slalu contact eh.. =D eventhough she's in msia?
2 minutes ago · Delete
Muhammad Farid Ash-shiddieqy Abas
yup.
even though she's far in distance but our heart is close to each other
=D
Before i'm able to ask him more,SHE REMOVED me from her Facebook..wow!
And guess wat she really playing behind my back!
I got it clearly and she really stranded!
She kept msging me and called me..
Does she think i'm gonna give her second chance anymore???
She called and kinda frustrated,decided to answer it..
I asked her.. "U didn't meet me the last time u came back was becoz u met him rite??"
Her answer was "yes..didnt tell u coz i noe u wont like it.."
I got tt answer and said.."good.."
Asked her when did u guys started?
Her answer,"since the day i enter my uni..he contacted me tru email.."
Asked her ,how old is tt guy??
She said 19..
And he really sounded like a small kid when i qn him..
Good for her and i decided to put down the phone..
The pain is so extreme and i dun think i will forget this moment..
I'm really hurt big time..Didn't expect the person i love,would do me this much.. :(
I seriously couldn't control my tears after putting down the call..
Seriously Painful.. haix..