aidil
Friday, July 18, 2008
It's 4 am sharp when i woke up due to a freaking bad dream..
YEsterday i went to do some fitness in da gym and silat training before entering NS next friday..
And ate KFC wif my mates and we tok basically tok abt each other couples..hmm..and they asked abt pau kacang..and i said not contactin her anymore..BUT...look at wat i'm gonna type below..:
I HAD A BAD DREAM..
I dreamt that my fren was in contact wif pau kacang!
He noes that i like her and he still purposely do tt..He started scolding me all the unnecessary stuffs and i was so freaking mad and seriously,freakingly ,uncontrollably heart pain..
I told someone in da dream to pass me a knife coz i feel like stabbing my heart..
I called him and he toks evilly to me..
I planned to meet her the next day after the phone call and heard that he's following..wah..
In da dream...i cried and beg him and asked why is he doing this to me..
He gave stupid reasons..
He said that he juz met her and asked her the way of the road..He was working near her..
And she recently gave him a present..wah..heart pain sey..cried to da max..
Then i put down da phone and walked away wif great and huge amount of disappointment..
And I woke up..
To the relief..It was juz a dream..Hopefully it doesnt happen..
Proven..I miss her and still love her..haix..
But what to do...haix..
It's 4..15am now..juz have to chill awhile and wait for subuh to arrive..
