aidil
Thursday, May 15, 2008
Hi Pau kacang..
This msg goes to you..The only place i can express myself..
I'm here writing feeling very depressing coz u're making my life very very very difficult.
U msged me whether i'm angry or not due to the nite b4's problem,i answer back and said no..I'm juz disappointed.
U replied back.."meaning we can't meet la?hmm..yela2..bye tc"
Wassup wif that msg??
Since when are we meeting or shall i say since when u wanna meet me.???
Everytime i ask out,u will give me tons of excuses..
Then ok la..obviously u wouldn't wanna go out wif me and i'm fine wif it..
But,this msg...haix..
It's like u..waiting for me to feel angry and waiting to say GOODBYE to me..
Haix..I seriously dunno wat to feel..
You can choose not to use tt msg to hurt me but instead u did..haix..
I noe i was really desperate to meet u but after this post..really has made me think badly of u..
I Love u so much and never ever have i ever thought of saying bad things abt u..
I DON'T WANT to hear myself to be calling you "stuck up"
Even when ppl tok bad abt u,i always defend it for u..eventhough u dunno..but..it's orite..
TERUS TERANG je la..haix..
I noe i dun suit u..tapi..knape taknak terus terang..??I dun mind jiwang sendiri,berangan sendiri..but hey..i can't focus on everything i'm doing..haix.
When i told u this..u told me to be professional..and u're making fun of it..ntah la..
Try ur best..take advantage..use ur skill on how to hurt a guy on me..DO IT!
If u think it's fun doing this,then carry on ah..
Good luck wif ur exams..
I'm sick of this..
