aidil
Thursday, April 26, 2007
aloo my blog..
it seems to be a good day tonite..
I guess u're da only one understand wat i'm feeling rite now...
I dunno why am i angry wif her..
i dunno why am i rude to her...
i dunno why i feel sad
i dunno why am i feeling the same feeling which i used to have...
I thought i've removed her from my mind..,have i?
I thought she's juz a normal fren rite now...
but y am i feeling it again..
I hate the fact sometimes when i tok..her reply will be ok sort of answer..
I hate the fact i will answer alot to her qns..
i hate the fact tt i always have to listen to her story when she noes it can hurt me somehow..
I hate the fact she'll only see my rudeness but not hers..
I hate the fact tt i have to be patience all da time
I hate the fact tt i have to pretend to be ok eventhough i'm not when tokin to her..
But i noe she ain't at fault today...she did ntg wrong..it's juz my heart started to feel anger out of nowhere and of no reason..
I guess it's over...No gals would like to be wif a guy like me..when i'm showing all da bad attributes in me...I guess it's best for her not to tok to me..becoz i noe she's angry when she suddenly went offline after her last sentence..
Eventhough she noes i feel sad when she does tt...but..haix..
I guess there are other people who deserve my special treatments and i'm not able to produce it to her due to some factors..It's very saddening..hmm..but hu cares..
GALS SHOULD BE BRUSHED AWAY FROM MY MIND FOR SHORT MOMENT..THEY ARE THE POISON TO THE HEART..
