Aidil 0.1.94
Saturday, June 03, 2006
orite..
today had training under cik mail's...yea somehow ok la his training...
I'm curious..i feel that my kick is beComing weaker and weaker...I guess i'm too tired coz hadn't had enuff rest since the laSt few mths...Losing balance oso!!i dunno y!!!!!!arghhh!!!!!
Concentrate!!!focus!!!!!!arghhh!!!!where have all this disappear?!??!??!?!!?
I really wanna enter the IVP!!However waS stopped by cik mail..His reaSon wAs that my shoulder haven't reCover and it's so dangerous..Eventhough i'm feeling better,he's still with his decision and the answer NO is always given to me!!!seriously disappointed wif myself...Embarassed too coz da yr 1s get to enter whereas for me,i have to juz sit at the stand...:(
Well yea...as usual saw something really made me frustrated!!!wah!!only God noes y!!!It hurts more than being kick in da chest...
Oh yea,there's a new kid in town...She juz joined silat...wah..increasing number of silat peeps..good rite...haha..the mOre the merrier...
sometimes i do wonder,is there aniting good gonna appear after all the bad lucks had strucked me?????ermm?????No one noes...
