Aidil 0.1.79
Thursday, March 09, 2006
k..blog..i've changed ur add..now no one can see...haha..yea blog..my heart is broken again...Guess wat...it's worser now...LOL...ok..i noe i have fallen for this gal...she is super super super extreme nice to me...her swEet toKin really melted my heart,and her softness towaRds me really made me feel like i'm in heaven...I'm speakin da truth ,my fren...well..she knew i liked her and since then she seldom tOks to me...:( i felt so different...
I wAs pleaSed when sometimes she agreed to go home wif me or went to eat for example..yea..i appreciated that alot from her..
Now she nvr tOks to me and today my heart really brOke into pieces..
I went to apologise to her on 9/3/2006 at 9.09 pm..she agreed that we remained frens but she also included
''I shouldn't have misused my friendliness towards u..'' That sentence really strucked my heart..direct hit...i apologised again..she said ok..i aSked for assurance..she said yes she meant it..However,after that conversation,she remained silent...I asked my best fren's opinion,he said..that sentence can kill people !!I kinda agree wif him..but wat can i do..when someone da tak sudi atau benci,die akan luahkan bende2 yg tak patut die lafazkan tanpa sengaja..tkpe la..wat can i do??
I'm wondering after i tOk to her..''IS IT WRONG FOR ME TO LIKE HER?????????:( ...*-)...hmMM''
Well it's fated i'm not her choice and hopefully she's happy wif her own choice..And i respect that..Coz i noe hu i am..and she..yea..she's too good for me too...At least i've shown my sincerity towards her,eventhough she can't seE it..well...Life needs to go on aiDil...think positive...hOpefully when u get to meet someone who is really for u,let's hope she's someone who is very nice..sweet..soleha(impt)..pandai ambik hati...Pray hard aiDil..Tawakhal..u've tried..but u failed...so let's leave it to THE ONE...
