Aidil 0.1.43
Friday, November 04, 2005
it's 3.57..dunno wan to go home anot..haha..i change back my address..haha..crazy..erm..i think she dunno..haha..sshhh..dangerous if she noe,then i cannot express my feelings in this blog..haha..yea..i vomitted last nite coz ate too much i think..yea..my mom went visting my relatives and i'm left alone..haiz..wanna break fast later at home..yea..first time fastin 6 days..haha..i wan to be a good person..haha..today went to mosque,only half of it was filled wif ppl..erm...my desire to stop toKin to her fail!!!!my heart ah..walao..''tOk to her!!tOk to her!!''can't resist ah..although say little things but i still feel i muz at least say something even if it's juz a greeting..yea..now i'm ok..i dun bother aniting which is demoralising for me..i try to look at other point of view,and i feel much relief...and now she's gone..she went home oredi..yea..she always go home very quietly..yea..i understand..erm..from wat i can infer here,this shows tt i've lost her...yea..How i wish something good happen in this holy month of Syawal...erm..let's juz pray..
