Aidil 0.1.32
Saturday, October 22, 2005
Hey..i'm super bored rite now,she's juz went offline..fRom wat i noticed,i thInk...she's tired of tOkin to me...(assume)''not free,tok to u later..''I think this few days ,she really bz...haiz..Sian ah...or maybe..she dun wan to tOk to me anymore!!(touchwood)..Only God noes how she feels now..erm..I somehow recalled 4 days ago..after terawikh..My fren told me,he's in dilemma of choosin 3 gals!!WTH!!!can't believe this..How on earth did he get 3 gals!!1 gAl for me is juz toO difficult to have,and he!!!easily being in dilemma situation..He nvr tOks in da mosque and show one kind of expression..kinda worried..haiz..i'm juz wondering,y am i so sux!!i can't make a gal happy.i can't this ,i can't that..I'm feelin useless rite now...It's either i'm a coward or he's toO brave..which differentiate us...I thInk it's fate to let me havin difficult time..But..i think it all happens for a reason..maybe..my fren who has 3 gfs,will be divorcin frequently..ahaha,whereas for me,i will stay loyal wif my wife...erm..Possible...However, i still wan to make her happy when she seEs me,but it's kinda hard...i shall keep trying...hope she gets a good rest now...Oh yes,i get angry wif people easily over this nonsensical matter but i can't seEm to get angry wif her..she's like...dunno ah..ppl who gets angry,and when they seE her face, they will surely calm down...haha..i'm serious..So, i think i'm feelin ok wif her..