feels like tonight
Aidil 0.1.7
Sunday, September 25, 2005

aT laSt i'm bACk..SomEthing tragiC happened on saTurday..My gRandfAther passed away..Very very SAd mOment..
FLASHBACK>>>
On saTurDay afTernoOn,my dad weNt to my grAndfaTher's house tO giVE him moNey..When My fAther was abt to hand him the mOney,he rEFuseD to Take,he pushed it awaY..It waS vERy suRprisin beCoz he would be happY to receIVe moNey in thE past..He sat dowN on thE whEelchaIR..tEars dripPin dowN his cheEKs And my dAd joKed ard wif him..askin him wheTher he waNTed a cigar or wat..So whEN my grAndfAther refuSEd to tAKe,my dAD passEd it to his ''mak tiri''..She toOk it anD saiD my grAndfaTher is always like tt..After giving the money ,my dAD return hoMe as per noRMal..AftER maghRib,we reCeiVEd a caLl..my grAndfAther waS gone..TheRe's no moRE breath..
My dAD callEd all my 7 uncles and 3 aunties,to reporT to my grAndfaTher's home..My faMily reached there first..followed by my closEst auntie's family...My grAndfaTher was coVered in a cloth..He loOked very pale,he haD lost weigHT and thE moSt shocKIn thing was that his left foOt TerkeNA air panAS..melecur..wE toOk a mattress in the roOm and caRried his body on it..I carRIed his legs,my father carried his head and my uncle carried his body..IT wAS very verY saD..my FathER's reActioN maDe me crieD..we wAited for the reSt of the reLatives to arrive..
Today,was the ''kebumi''..b4 beIng sent to thE ceMEtry,all the chIldren,the grandchilDren kissed him b4 he wAs pacKed to be sent to cemetry..I tried to cOntrol my teArs and haRd as possIble..
We tOok a bus to the cemeTRy..kesian..I can't imagine how my grAndfaTher going to fAce the 2 ''malaIkat''..ThE bEst i can do is to juz pray to GOd to giVE him lighter punishment if there's any..Hope he will be sent to the goOd people and avoid the neraka jahanam..
I'm prOud that my fAther was the cHild that my grAndfaTher waiteD to seE b4 his deaTh..I'm suRE thiS is beCOz my fAther has doNe hiS resPonsibility as a soN and i noE tt my grAndfaTher loVEs hime alot..Among all the childreN kissing my grAndfaTher,my dAD was the mOst sAd one..Everything is controlled by my faTher,all the calling of the ''pengurusan jenazah'' and etc..although my dAD was the last sOn,he is still the beSt among the sons and i'm very proud of tt..Now,alhamdulillah,jenazah da selamat dikebumikan..
Oh ya b4 we went back hoMe,ade org jual curry puffs..ahaha..my cousins and I bought it wif air khatirah..nice nice..sempat makan..TMr thERe will be kenduri at my hOuse..

Oh yes..how's she?nVR toK to her for 2 days..rindu ah..afTer readin her blog,i wish i am the ''not handsome guy''becoz I AM NOT HANDSOME..and my heArt...only GOD noes..HOWEVER,i noe the guy in her blog is not me..and it is impossible to be me..


profile.

Photobucket
Name: Muhammad Aidil B Ali
School: Republic Polytechnic {Graduated}
Birthday: 27 May 1988






talk.

I







affiliates.

Asmin
Aisyah
Amir
Azrina
Diyana
Hanim
yani
Janice
Lila
Mai
Nurul
Qassrina
Sal
Sherlyn
Sallehudin
suhaimi
wirni
Whitelilies

The Message


MusicPlaylist
Music Playlist at MixPod.com


credits.

Designer: Increasingly
Inspiration: doughnutcrazy