Aidil 0.1.6
Friday, September 23, 2005
toDAy vERy sian lei...play SoCcer like shIT ah tODay..This fEW weEKs haVe beEn so DemoRaliSIng..I kePt dAydrEamin..Not suRE waT i WAS thinKin btw..ThERe's nO liFE in mY gAMe..I fElT there'S soMethIng hiNderinG..I got nO mOod and dUn thInk anYone cAn rECOvER IT FOr me ..uNless...but very imPosSibLE..yea..i feEL tt i'm drIFting away ah..WAt pROBlem am i fACING!!!!I neED anSWEr!!!!i'm fEeLin jeALOus oVer sOmethin but caN't piCture iT cleARly..I DunNo y i'm jeAlous and i nOe i shouldN't be..Only thIS bloG noEs hOW i fEel..wAn to TOk to her but she seEms bz..so beTter duN diSturb..i juZ cAN't foCus..thERe's somEthin!!i nOE theRe's soMething!!!i Was wonDErin,how on eArth aM i goin to the soCCer match witHout havin conCentRation and cOnfiDEnce in mySelf...i hAte mysELf ah..hoPeless..i am suPposEd to be moRE opTiMistiC but i duNno whEn i caN stARt it...
