Aidil 0.1.10
Thursday, September 29, 2005
ah..now is 1 am..I'm still waitIn for soCcer between liverpool and chelsea...a good match to watch..yesterday my mom cOok lontOng!niCE...but can't eat alot..then in the evening went joggin wif my fren..1 week nvr jog oredi..so muz start back..juz ate honeydew..so many sey..i wantEd to TOk to her but she's sIck...thought wanna tOk to her till 2 am..but she can't...she said she's tired and her schedule is packed wif lots of events...erm..sOmetimes,i'm wonderin..y muz she toRture herselF to Do so ManY things..And i'm also wonDEring..how come i'm so freE and she's so bz...maybe i should go for all the talks and etc..I find it troublesome to GO to skOol..no fren atTendin talks,all sure sleeP one..It's different for her coz there are always people who will follow her..which is fun la tO go wif frens instead of alone..nOW i'm left alone in the morNin..as usual..i'm always alone..I thInk she's facIn some problem..i thought wanna help her..coz i noe i'm goOd at counscilling...but truth is truth..she dun trust me..so wat can i do...i hope she's doIn orite...sittin in front of the comp listenin to good charlotte ''we believe'',i suddenly recall my dream..My dream is to be a healthy man,a sportsperson..goOD at plAying sporTS...have a good life..,have a good wife juz like my grandmom told me during my dream at nite.I'm feelin lonely all of a sudden..not suRE y...erm....tOkin to charIS now...she saw my msn nIck..help to booSt my confidence..nicE woRds..good sey..effeCtive..LOL..muz thank her alot...i guess she's rite...she said i'm nOT tt bAd loOkin...is she serioUS?ahaha i think shes' joKIn..no oNe evER saID tt...ahaha...i noE myseLf..my lOoks juz horrible..my fren told me my faCE lOoks like raPist!!..WTH!!!!!erm..
