feels like tonight
aidil
Wednesday, October 21, 2009

hey!!
I PASSED MY Bike license!!!
WOOO!!!
so happy!!

aidil
Wednesday, October 07, 2009

hmm..
Called her last nite regarding something important..
Haix..Have to admit i do miss her voice..
But too bad..I can't go further..
Really not advisable..
Think back of the history and the anger is still there...
But i do miss her..

aidil
Monday, August 24, 2009

I'm currently thinking about my future...seriously very important.

I have two choices.

The first one is to sign on as a paramedic in SCDF,meaning I'll be ur neighbourhood rescuer.
Working in ambulance 48hrs...
Things to consider :Shoulder surgery soon (Affects PES status requirement)
:Passed IPPT..(It's easy except standing broad jump..really killing me..)

Second Choice is to further my studies in SIM or PSB,hmm..Bachelor in Accountancy most probably..
Things To Consider :MONEY!!(Expensive..Can I afford to pay the fees?Not cheap seriously especially SIM)..Taking loan?Risky...

I have to weigh both choices..but i really want to be a Regular in SCDF..

Let's juz wait till the surgery is over..

Can't wait for long MC from camp..woOhoO..ORD mood after that..

aidil
Saturday, August 22, 2009

Wokey!

Today..I'm in da mood of listening to old skool songs..
Feel freaking bored with indo songs..
Let tune in to legends!hahahaha
But hey..nice n soothing..lol..maybe for this week only ah..lol..

aidil
Friday, August 07, 2009

DELON-AKU PATAH HATI

Ku...Di Sini duduk
terdiam membisu
baru..ku sadar atas kenyataan ini..
kau tak ingin diriku..
kau buang aku..

reff:
oh..cinta..
ku tak berbalas
hasratku terhempas..
apalah artinya semua slama ini..
kau beri harapan
sepertinya indah
namun kenyataan tak seindah mimpi
kau hancurkan aku
kau lukai diri...
aku patah hati..

tak ku sangka
semua ini..
kau lakukan
kepadaku

aidil

I guess it's over now..
I hope she's happy wif tt guy..

Really sorry nurul, won't be able to accept u anymore..
It hurts..
I'll forgive u..

This is for our own good..
U're still not serious and as for me..I'm really lookin for a serious one..

Sorry kinda rude to ask u go to sleep last nite..but didn't meant to..
Didn't get enuff sleep last nite,couldn't stop looking at my inbox..

But hey..move on..U got the other guy who loves u i supposed..
U dun lose anything!

I thought u were the one for me..unfortunately, u're not.. :(

Listen to tt St12 -cari pacar lagi..
"I am sorry..ku tak akan love u lagi.. :( "

aidil
Thursday, August 06, 2009

Hey blog..Long timenvr blog..
Every time blog,surely there's a sad story behind it..haix..

This time is one time big one...

There's this gal i noe for 2-3 mths from a fren of mine..
We had good time together,i thought i finally found da rite one..
Everything was fine, we confessed to each other and she really seems to be happy..
She's was waiting to get into her university in Msia..

I knew most of da guys who wanted to get to know coz she seems to be honest wif me at tt point of time.
We've promised to each other not to find a new partner when we're far apart.
The way she clinched her finger onto mine and made a promise..really couldnt get off my mind..

Every nite we called each other,even though she's in malaysia..we thought of really being close at heart..
She dun really like me tok abt the gal i used to like in da past..and i respect tt..
But she always toks abt guys wanting to noe her..and tt saddens me..

So the day comes for her to enter her dream school..
Really proud of her..
1 week gone,browsed her frenster and saw this guy..featuring in her featured fren..along wif me..
His name is Farid or watever shit..

I asked her gently but she refused to admit tt she got aniting to do wif him,they're juz frens..
I guess i can't do anting if she said so since i have to trust her for we're in distance relationship..

The week after..her first return back to singapore..
She only had 2 days here...
I decided to tell her to meet her parents since she really missed them n told her tt we can meet the next time she coming back..
She was really excited to meet her parents at tt point of time..

Weeks after weeks past and finally she said she's coming back to singapore..
I was so excited!
It's has been a mth since i saw her..She wanted me to fetch her from bus interchange and i agreed..I took Off on tt day she's coming back,change my duty wif my colleague,get excuse to go home early for preparation..
Everyone in my workplace noes abt it ,even my doctors noe abt it..

She's coming back on 31st Of July which falls on Friday..
Thursday arrived...We chat on the phone and she said tt she didnt want me to fetch her on fri..
Coz she's tired and wanted to go home straight..
I agreed to send her straight but she was unhappy wif it..
She said "let's meet tomorrow.."
Kinda disappointed but better than nothing..

WAited for the day to pass..
Saturday arrived..
I called her at 1pm.."are we meeting later??"
NO REPLY..
Kept calling and msging her but.. :(
No Reply... :(
It was 6.50pm..I decided to go to the mosque for prayer and hopefully she call or msg me to fetch her..
Not even close..
Quite disappointed but still putting hopes on it..
Decided to go to my aunt house nearby..

It was 8pm then..
She msged..
"I'm sorry ,have to send my frens clothes at her place.."

WAT!!!

She could have told me earlier,i begged my mom for car so tt we can travel easy but she did this to me?????

She apologised as if nothing happened!

Asked her.." nurul ,wat am I to u??"

She said.."i'm really tired to answer tt qn,i need a rest"

Wah..she really gettin on my nerves..But i juz stayed patient and shared my story wif my besfrens..

The next day she called ,she apologised watever happen and she dun wan to think abt it coz she's too tired..

n yea..it's ok..i forgave her and tried to forget watever juz happened..

Yesterday..turned on facebook and look at her profile..
She did this quiz "wat kind of bf/gf are u?"
Her result was laid back..
ok..

Then there's this guy named Farid giving her comments..
"How are u dear?"

She replied "good,u?how's ur test? :)"

I saw tt and questioned her..
"do u have aniting wif him?say it honestly.."

She said no..Many guys always called her dear or sayang..and its no big deal to her..
Wah..ok fine..

It kept running in my head,questions all over..I couldn't control it and decided to Question tt Farid..

Muhammad Aidil
nice...
2 hours ago · Delete

Laila Fatiha
thanks aidil.
about an hour ago

Muhammad Aidil
Farid tk laid back gak?bagos la kalau same..
11 minutes ago · Delete

Muhammad Farid Ash-shiddieqy Abas
yay! got the same result
=D
8 minutes ago

Muhammad Aidil
oo..bagos ah..ade chance ngan hayah..suke hayah kan..
7 minutes ago · Delete

Muhammad Farid Ash-shiddieqy Abas
hehehe
thanks!
=D
5 minutes ago

Muhammad Aidil
da lame kenal?
4 minutes ago · Delete

Muhammad Farid Ash-shiddieqy Abas
lama jgk.
4 minutes ago

Muhammad Aidil
ic..bagos2..krg slalu contact eh.. =D eventhough she's in msia?
2 minutes ago · Delete

Muhammad Farid Ash-shiddieqy Abas
yup.
even though she's far in distance but our heart is close to each other
=D

Before i'm able to ask him more,SHE REMOVED me from her Facebook..wow!

And guess wat she really playing behind my back!

I got it clearly and she really stranded!

She kept msging me and called me..

Does she think i'm gonna give her second chance anymore???

She called and kinda frustrated,decided to answer it..
I asked her.. "U didn't meet me the last time u came back was becoz u met him rite??"

Her answer was "yes..didnt tell u coz i noe u wont like it.."

I got tt answer and said.."good.."
Asked her when did u guys started?
Her answer,"since the day i enter my uni..he contacted me tru email.."

Asked her ,how old is tt guy??
She said 19..
And he really sounded like a small kid when i qn him..

Good for her and i decided to put down the phone..

The pain is so extreme and i dun think i will forget this moment..

I'm really hurt big time..Didn't expect the person i love,would do me this much.. :(

I seriously couldn't control my tears after putting down the call..

Seriously Painful.. haix..

aidil

Good song to entertain someone who has just been bastard big time..yea..

Let's pray will get a sincere one..haix..

Anw, can a guy cry?Or should he juz show his ego side?

Lirik Wali Band Cari Jodoh

Apa salahku Apa salah ibuku
Hidupku dirundung pilu
Tak ada yang mau dan menginginkan aku
Tuk jadi pengobat pilu
Tuk jadi penawar rindu
Tuk jadi kekasih hatiku

Timur Ke Barat
Selatan ke utara
Tak juga aku berjumpa
Dari musim duren hingga musim rambutan
Tak kunjung aku dapatkan
Tak jua aku aku temukan
Oh tuhan inikah cobaan

Reff
Ibu-ibu bapak-bapak
Siapa yang punya anak
Bilang aku
aku yang tengah malu
Sama teman-temanku
karena cuma diriku yang tak laku-laku

Pengumuman-Pengumuman
Siapa yang mau bantu
Tolong aku kasiani aku
Tolong cari diriku kekasih hatiku
Siapa yang mau


aidil
Sunday, July 19, 2009

woo!
long time nvr blog..

yea..finally i feel like bloggin..

Juz got a new phone..yea..happy..finally wif camera..E63 je..cheap one..but nvm..still good enuff..

I'm goin to liverpool match against Singapore this friday!yea..




Anyway...What basically going tru my mind is,wat am i going to do after NS?!?!?


Signing On?


Further Studies?


Stay home?


WAT??


hmm..


And yea..i'm turning fat again!Woohoo!


I miss her..when is she returning back to singapore?


aidil
Wednesday, February 18, 2009

I'm so..
STRESS!!

aidil
Saturday, February 07, 2009

Wat happens when someone suddenly knock on ur door to sell crackers..
hmm..usually ppl juz say no to them..
That's wat i did juz now..told them that i got no money(which was true) and my parents are not at home..(which was untrue)..my dad was sleeping in his room..
The problem now is..the guy who knock on my door,bring along his 2 siblings..looking very very poor and looks like they came from indo..
After they left..i felt really sorry for them..Dunno if they're really poor or not..but i seriously feeling guilty not buying their crackers..Even if i dun wan the crackers,i should at least donate some money if i have the money..

I hate seeing poor ppl in front of my eyes..haix..always finished up my money,giving ppl money..
i juz not able to control my sympathy towards them..haix..dunno if they trick me or not but i really feel and very sure that some of my money is not mend to be mine..it could be theirs and i have the responsibility to pass it to them..

Juz imagine if u have the same life as them..live in hardship,work very hard to find customers and the profit u gain is not as much as u expected..wah..
Imagine u have to live..kais pagi makan pagi,kais petang makan petang..kesian..haix..
rabak pe !
It's juz not their luck,i dun have cash wif me..haix..

aidil
Thursday, January 01, 2009

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO EVERYONE..
Forget about 2008 and start anew..yea..

Everyone celebrated countdown??
yea..good..but i dun..lol..
Went to town wif Ashik and Taufik..Wanted to see fireworks..
But ended watching IP MAN at THE CATHAY..at midnight..Recommended By Taufik..And yea..da movie does worth your money..
Seriously amazing da way he fight..
cool shit..
Read on website and the actor said he trained for 9 mths on Wing Chun(Fighting Technique)..
And he injure his right shoulder just to practice on da speed..

Reached Home at 5 am!!walao..
Sent everyone home including Umar and Mary(met them while going home)..
I fell asleep while driving..and da car was swerving from right to left and left to right!!
arghh!!scary!!ALHAMDULILLAH!!!no car was next to me!
Perhaps not time yet ...haix..


There's so many chix yesterday..I wonder how mat rep get gals hu are so pretty..How eh??Mat rep use susuk??lol..
But dun care la..none of my business..Juz their luck..lol..

aidil
Monday, December 08, 2008

Yea..i juz bought this book at borders last saturday..I seriously feel that i need to learn how to save money.Perhaps not till millionaire but at least a sum which i can use to pay for my further studies at least.If able to be millionaire then y not??

This book is rather simple to understand and here are some of the contents:
1)Seven steps to financial abundance
2)Nine habits to self made millionaires
3)How the rich mange their money
4)Managing money and controlling expenses
5)How to massively increase your income

and many more...

Ppl may laugh to see me buying this book but i seriously feel it's very essential for my future..
If i'm discipline enuff to follow wat this book says,i may not suffer so much during economy downturn in da future..

yea2..laugh2..confirm got ppl laugh..

aidil
Sunday, November 30, 2008

Let's pray for my fren hu juz passed away Abdul Malik..
He met a bike accident and not able to survive yesterday..
Salam Takziah to his family..

Riders..please becareful..haix..

I juz bang onto a bike last tues and now Malik passed away due to bike also..
Makes me reconsider to take bike license..eventhough i already started taking it..

Al-Fatehah..

aidil
Saturday, November 29, 2008

So..How do i turn my shape very quickly as shown in da pix below..


THIS IS THE REASON!
I JUZ CAN'T STOP!LOL..But chill..2 weeks time,I will be normal..

aidil
Sunday, November 23, 2008






This wat happen when u wear a thick suit during training,and look wat happen when u dun control ur diet..

Maybe coz of my suit!but look at my face!!Round!Need to start dieting..I Dun need to run,coz every mon,wed,fri we run 4km..


aidil

Morning dokz..
Woke up in da morning and tune in to utube..
Watched all da old videos which was taken during my poly years..
Wow..can't believe i did all those stuff and it's an extremely nice memories..
Do stuff like dikir barat which i didnt expect i would do it..eventhough the performance was berterabuh but happy it was nice..coz the lyric,part of it i did it..haha..
That was when everyone was still together..ppl like calvin who dun understand a single thing but still perform it..haha..nice..

Watched all da silat videos,prank videos when we're at University Of Malaya goin for Silat frenly..Pranks which made Bala turned into monster tt freakin nite..haha..nice..
MCG videos during 2006/2007..when i was still slim!!!!!!now wat happen?!!?!?!?!?alamak..
All becoz of FYP and a gal..
So moral of the story dun try to woo a gal...hahaha..Depression ah ni..hahaha..

aidi
Saturday, November 22, 2008

yea..juz came back from vivo..
juz finished watching madagascar wif my youngest sis and my aunties as well as her kids..
Funny movie especially when it comes to the penguin and tt skunk thingy.i dunno wat animal is tt..
Monday posting out to new unit..yea..
Has anyone seen the show "suci" on Sensasi..
It's da most ridiculous show i've ever seen..
About a gal who work as a maid and a nanny,looking after a baby..
She wants to go to skool and her master allowed her..

Guess wat!Her master told her to bring the baby to skool!wth!!
Studying wif a baby on her hand???and she's only ard 9 yrs old!
CRAP!!!haha..

aidil
Sunday, November 16, 2008

long time nvr blog..
Tonite i'm bookin in at 11pm..nice..
haix..wat a bad weekend..
It feels like shit when u're suffering from diarrhoea..
Haven't eaten the whole day..no appetite..Vomitted twice last nite..haix..

There's a lot of things happening ard me..
Example in camp,ppl trying to act as if they kena possess..
Reason:To gain da excuse of not staying in da camp..

Went shoppin after book out wif my old fren..She followed me after work..

Hmm..Y havent my heart be opened to new gals?
I wonder y..
It's been a year..and difficult for me to get attracted to some new gal..I dun wan to stay single all day way..muz find someone to replace her..

And also there's a gal whom i juz recently known..have difficulty communicating wif me..I got no idea!

I miss my skool days..

And i'm feeling so sick now..haix..:(

aidil
Saturday, October 25, 2008

yea...had fun yesterday..tiring but quite fun..
Went trekking at macritchie reservoir yesterday..
Was a random outing..me,fir,raudah,umar and raudah's anak sedara..lol..

Seriously too random..nvr have i ever thought of doing this activity..
Wanted to go up the HSBC treetop walk..but already closed coz we're late for an hr...Then we return back..but this time was by different route since the initial route to the top was freaking far..So..all the smart alex took different route..and guess wat..we're lost..yea..baik abes..
Have to walk a freaking far distance to reach the carpark..
hmm..it was a 5 bus stop walk b4 reaching the main entrance of macritchie..yea..baik abes..

Kaki da longgar gak tu..like route march sey..haha..
then went to KFC..lantak ayam..da lame tak makan beb..

Today's plan..sleep2!!maybe soccer..wah..since bmt till now..haven't touch a single soccer ball..rindu rasenye..

And yea..finally my exams are done!yea..freaking stressful 5 weeks at camp..Exams on how to rescue ppl..wah..really2 stress like O lvl..it's been a long time since i memorised exam notes..haix..


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